via sammonti
Here`s a message to all the scum of the earth.
Sorry if I’ve caused you pain. If only I can take my words back. :( I know I made a mistake. Now my friends thought that your not good for me because of what I’ve said. I know I shouldn’t told them those things because it will ruin you. I have nothing else to do. It’s done. I know my apology isn’t enough for you to understand me. I’m worst! :( sad thing for me. But still I’m hoping that everything will be okay, if not now maybe someday.
I know that you only want the things that are good for me and yet I’m still not learning. I’m trying to be good and make my actions fine because I’m not a kiddo anymore and make my way of thinking extensive. I should not only understand the things that I want to understand.
You’ve sacrificed so much for me. You’re changing for the better but what I’m doing is just bringing you back to your old self, the worse one. I feel very sorry. :( T.T
I know your in a process now called healing. I just hope that the time and space that you’re giving yourself will help you recover fast and that we still could fix things out. I know you won’t throw it all away just like this.
P.S
remember, i love you!
“kaya tayo iniiwan ng taong mahal natin dahil baka may darating na mas ok, yung mas mamahalin tayo at hindi tayo sasaktan.”
“…kung pwede lang sana i have 5 more days, 5 more years, 5 more lifetimes with him. you may have love him longer, but that doesn’t mean i love him any less.” :(